take my hand lets plan never to look back

this applies to basically everybody.

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 21:40:05 GMT

So I would really like to know why people (friends, people i graduated with, went to school with, etc) who said they would support me and get their hair done by me, STILL HAVE YET TO DO SO. i can count on my right hand the number of people who promised me and actually fulfilled it. that's not a lot of people.

I am awesome at hair, and i give really good prices, so i dont know why im being avoided like the black plague.

i work on commission at my salon. aka if i dont get clients, im sitting there not making money.

if someone i talked to went into hair, i would be more than happy to support them by giving them a try. dsfdasfsdafsdaf

:(

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 08:10:14 GMT

I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you. can't get through to you
It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start..

save your goodbye kiss..

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 08:45:21 GMT

We need to take a break for a while
It's been so long since I smiled

blue eyes! :) crazy how its right.

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 21:25:53 GMT

BLACK EYES
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days.

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Blue Eyes
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka SPARTANS)) when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.

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Green Eyes
People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, and random as ever. They long for the touch of another. They are very laid back. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards other people. LOVES to have fun. Tend to cover up true feelings, get scared over relationships. You will meet/stay with the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

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Hazel Eyes
People with hazel eyes are very lovable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are lovers and fighters. But if you mess around, they'll knock you out.They are real partiers.They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is in your heart.

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Brown Eyes
Either sexy as heck or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. is NOT THE PERSON YOU WANT TO PISS OFF!!!!! Great Kisser. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 minute

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 00:25:15 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHasdsdsadh

johnny depp as barnabas collins!!!! he bought the rights to dark shardows and will play barnabas for warner bros. finally the world can see how fucking awesome that show was.

:)

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 00:10:24 GMT

new dashboard album=october 2.
dasboard show=november 2.

i am so excited..

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:42:45 GMT

i cannot get this horrible sinking-naucious-hollow death feeling out of my stomach. You know the feeling. Ive had it since about 730 tonight. Ugh :(!

went and took cin to new skool to get her nose pierced.. passed out 200 flyers for my salon, and i did a hilite retouch and put lowlites in her hair. i got a lot accomplished today. and i also worked at the salon for a couple hrs, doing my managers sister and neices haircuts and hilites.

i wish this feeling would go away. and i know exactly why i have it too.... im sick of being sad.

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 20:59:08 GMT

my fish died and my mom didnt even call me she just flushed him. my poor nagasaki fish.
im so fucking upset right now. what next is going to go wrong??????

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 01:08:08 GMT

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 19:46:06 GMT

So last night me and cindy went to daynas bacehlorette party in monroe.. pure romance was there and then we went to a few bars--club soda, el camnino's and then platinum stripclub.. i was lucky with the first two because the jumpers just let me in and said i could be 21 for the night and drink.. hahahh. platinum was disgusting. i feel bad for those girls stripping. its pretty pathetic when you need the money that bad. i drank a lot last night but not all at once so i never really got drunk drunk. just a few good buzzes. it ended up just being me cindy dayna and this really wasted bitch there. she was falling on her face by 1000. dayna wasnt even as drunk as her. she was pissing me and cin off the entire night, calling cin a whore, telling me to go fuck myself numerous times, and i seriously thought i was going to snap and just beat the shit out of her but cindy took care of that for me haha.. holy fist fight in the car. then dayna kicked us out of the car (cin was driving at the time) and said shes driving. we didnt want her to because she couldnt even punch out the numbers on her cell she was that drunk. so we didnt get in the car, i said i would drive, i was sobered up, dayna bitched me out and then drove off and left me and cindy there in the middle of fucking temperance rd, which is just 20 miles of pure nothingness. it was about 2am and we just had skirts and heels on. soo we started walking. it was scary because it was pitchblack, and semis kept driving by us and slowing down. no civilization whatsoever, just cornfields probably filled with slashers. luckily i had my phone w.me and called dustin and he and his friend picked us up.. what a bitch thing to do. i would never desert someone in the middle of nowhere like that! anyway. that was my night.

:( i hate when people lie. and hide things. and i hate how im never good enough for them. ignore me all you fucking want.

woo.

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 22:37:59 GMT

You Are a Purple Crayon

Your world is colored in dreamy, divine, and classy colors.
You hold yourself to a sky high standard, and you are always graceful.
People envy, idolize, and copy you without realizing it. You are an icon for those who know you.
And while it is hard to be a perfectionist, rest assured it's paying off!

Your color wheel opposite is yellow. While yellow people may be wise, they lack the manners and class needed to impress you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 02:07:41 GMT

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 05:45:26 GMT

just some thoughts.. i miss being in a fall asleep smiling warm and happy inside relationship. i miss those cutesy pictures of kisses and suprise dates and flowers and walks and i basically just miss being happy.... ive always dreamed of getting married young, like early 20s. ive always dreamed of the perfect proposal, perfect ring, perfect wedding, everything. all eyes on me, gorgeous dress.. but the way things are heading i know that ill be an old hag before i get married and the question probably wont even be asked it will be assumed and god knows ill never find a guy who will actually look for a ring thinking about me and looking for something that reminds him of me..

ahh relaionships. so glad im not in one.

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 05:22:20 GMT

I met spill canvas at warped!! stood in line for an hour but soo worth it :)

2 days until i take my practical state board exam... and then theory and then hopefuly pass both and liscence and vacation and QUITTING MCDONALDS FOR GOOD

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 21:11:22 GMT

you know what i dont even care anymore. i have 3 days, and then im graduated, stateboard tests, lisence, job at gibralter, save up until apartment downpayment and moving out is possible, done. done done done. taking my cat and my ass the hell out of trenton and building up my own life and home. by myself. done. i figure $250 a month food, $55 phone, $750 apt. working 40 hrs p/ week i can do it, even if i have to waitress in the night or bartend or something. whatever.

i hate mcdonalds.

3 more days. 3 more days. 3 more days. The only sad part about this entire thing is ill miss seeing cindy every day.

screw you. screw you. screw you.

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:08:22 GMT

Um does anyone know what the hell is located at 303 Johnson Street in Saginaw Michigan? Because i'd reallyy like to know.

Not my absolute favorite band,but currently my absolute favorite song that i could listen to all day

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:16:46 GMT

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

-Good Enough by Evanescence..

Where are you now?

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 04:31:55 GMT

So life is starting to become a little too much for me to handle right now. This is my sixth night closing (6-midnight) in a row, and now im at MCB from 8am-4pm monday-saturday. I get up at 6, get home around 430, which leaves me time to get changed and have dinner before im off to standing on my feet working my ass off for 6 hours after standing for 8 hours at school with clients. The drive alone is exhausting. I-75S is always busy with semi's and people are crazy and ive already had one accident going to school and i almost got into another one a couple days ago. I only have 19 more school days, and then I'm taking my state board test in southfield and hopefully passing so i can take a month and just sit down and enjoy summer before I start working full-time at the salon.

Tomorrow im going to luna pier and cindy is putting blonde human hair extenions in. im so excited.. honestly her and sam are my sanity in life. im so glad cindy is there with me in monroe and i come home to work with sam all night. honestly they are amazing.

I can;t stop itching. I was horribly burned fomr a jacked up tanning bed a few days ago. just my entire back side form head to toe is fried, whereas my front side is still white. :( so i guess ill be a freak for awhile until the front starts to catch up.

Mark and i are again back together. I don't really have much to say about that subject right now.

Ok bye.

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 11:40:55 GMT

Mark and i are broken up again.. this could go on forever.. :( ugh

why do you have to be so fucking stupid??

Thu, 31 May 2007 03:46:24 GMT

My tabatha coffey didnt win shear genius :((
but shes still the best in my opinion
my second favourite, daisy, didnt win either.

blahhhhhhhhhadsfdsf

Thu, 17 May 2007 11:28:32 GMT

Melinda should not have been cut yesterday. She has so much more talent than blake. She should of won the whole damn thing. American Idol is so rigged.

If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were.

Wed, 16 May 2007 03:56:07 GMT

Mark and i are back together. I figure that i must really love him, as i am finding myself relating him in most of my conversations with people, and constantly thinking about him whether its good or bad things, he is still my one concern.. If i didn't care about him then why have i been so depressed/helpless these past few weeks..?

One more shot. And hopefully time will repair wounds, and summer will bring new and happy memories that will dillute all of my recent pain. I'll still never forget about things, but maybe in time i can forgive and we can get on with our lives together.

Just one more shot..

Sat, 12 May 2007 04:13:30 GMT

So i'm heartbroken, alone, and working 24/7. probably a good mix..

but in better news, on sunday/monday cindy is doing something insanely drastic to my hair, and i doubt ill even be recognizable.. but when you're going through so much at once, a big change can be a good thing. start all over, with a new me.. hopefully it turns out good... we're really excited about it..

this has been a great couple of days.

Thu, 03 May 2007 22:52:02 GMT

So mark and i are broken up. i dont know for how long.. i'm not explaining it. i may explain this for myself privately. there is no one else i want to be with, and it's sad that it had to end this way but via the circumstances, it will be better for me to not be with him. needless to say, ive spent this past week [month] crying and it sucks..

:/ but yeah. dyed my hair purple and pink tonight.. its still processing right now.. i hope it turns out good. coloring hair always gives me an upper.

God help me make it home...

Wed, 02 May 2007 04:02:18 GMT

three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to give back to me

I will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me

but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends

it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me
but your head is elsewhere
and I'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me

you careless and whispered
insulting and bruising
and I thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are walking away
(I fall from your eyes. Your eyes I trusted. You said forever)

I never thought you could say these words
is this really happening
(don't say that we can still be friends)

erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days
(what is inside me, what have I done)
and throw them away,
(is this the only way that you will notice me)
as I sit here waiting for you
(dead words for closed ears, all this is sung for you)
I stay up nights
(if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky
(why can you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away
(sides, your side, can take away)

walk away from me
this night is done